so, i cant sleep. ive tried almost everything, cleaning, veronica mars, reading, spanish, peeing, turing up ac, none of it worked so here i am.

my future,

when i grow up i want to be a million things, translator, writer, business owner, geoligist, seismoligist, weather lady, stewerdest, teacher, stay at home mom, doctor, gynocologist, radioligist, painter, sculpter, and a whole bunch of stuff i dont remember, the point is, i have lots of directions my life could go in, but i dont want to pick one.
my mothers knowlegde has led me to beileve i dont have to choose right now, and when i do, i dont have to do that for my whole life, my mother being a fine example of this. my mother has a degree in political science, since then she has owned her own catering business, worked in countless restaurants, worked at a dentists, as a telemarketer, underwriter and now as a trainer, none of which had to do with her major, so using her as an example as long as i work hard at whatever i do ill be fine. so thats what im working on and i shouldnt stress on it.

so i tihnk i have acid reflux, maybe thats cause i lie down after i eat, who knows, but it bothers me when i try to sleep.

theres this really loud annoying dripping noise coming from upstairs, that keeps me up too.

im scared of th dark so i sleep with the light on, but thats hard cause the light is in my face. i need a bubble of dark or sometihng.

i have a headache and im hot cause my ac sucks.


im feeling emo right now and i feel like im complaining right now, im checking out an e.e.cummings book to buy with my babysitting money, sheesh i need to sleep.


till next time, and laura you better comment.lol